Saturday, April 07, 2007

In the end,it doesn't really matter....

In the end, I came to realize that everybody need to have their own time and that's the main priority. I have been invited for an outing for numerous time. But i kept saying sorry to my friends and explained that I couldn't meet them out. And that my time is limited and would love to fill it up by being with my 5+ month old nephew and the family. But little did I know that the same thing would happen to me as well. My sister's time is so limited and for the past 5+ months, her life has been hectic as well. Her baby and family, her job, her in-laws, my family and her new home. And so she is saying sorry to me that she couldn't fill me up in her weekends "schedule". And when it comes to my dear brother, it's going to be the same story as well when he leaves soon to some other place for work.So, i came to realize that I must have my own life too because in the end everybody has theirs and they lead their own way. Meanwhile, I've got to grow up and to not cling on anybody nor being emotional about it.

In the time being, I can't stop drooling over my little "monkey boy" nephew, Shivendhra Sheelan and couldn't be more happier for my sister and my brother in law. Love you all


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