and as i'm typing here, my other friends are actually in college rushing their drawings. yes, i've skipped class. once again. y?? well, for one.. i couldn't complete my drawing.and so in fear of that i decided t oskip th class. so y i couldn't complete my drawing??? that's coz nowadays my mind can't seem to be helping me to keep awake all night. i'm WEAK!!! my mind keeps calling me to sleep and at the same time guilt runs inside me. i tried sleeping fro two hours and then to wake up but nothing seems to be working. i do wake up but i end up sleeping on the table itself instead of doing my work. so...how on earth other people get to do their work is beyond my thinking. i never thought i'll have this kind of problem. it sounds silly. but then, there it is. making me skip classes. making me look weak. it's just damaging my image. giving bad impression on me. this friend of mine called me today at around 12 noon asked me y i didnt go to class...and i was arguing that the class is only at 130 pm what, y asking me so early. and then to my surprise, he told me that the class starts at 11 lah....Y goodness, i felt like collapsing. HOW ON EARTH could i have missed tbe time???
i am really looking forward the deepavali-hari raya's one week long holiday. i know it sounds too much..but i need a break. i need to organize myself. i know i've been saying that for a very very long time. but...i need the change.
tonight, i, once again have to stay at fish(sook yee)'s house to do the case study. it's agroup work. and w gotta complete it for tomorrow. mayb if i'm with some company, at least i'll be able to stay awake.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
cruel people....
in the world of designers..especially in malaysia...i think it's a world where it's hard to survive. it's either they are stingy( money s**ckers) or they are just racist. don't try to convince me that malaysiais a racist free country. i can see it clearly in the souls of chinese..so called malaysians. those people who thinks they are the best and none other can b better than them. that attitude is making my life harder.coz i'm worried on how i'll survive as an interior designer in malaysia upon graduating. they are also makingme believe that even if u speak terribly broken english...one can still survive and make lot's of money. and one
also need to learn chinese in order to survive. i'm speaking my mind out just because of the one terrible experience ihad at the recent designers exhibition i attended at the PWTC. it's a combination for interiors and architectures. those people in charge of their designated booth's can b classified into two. one who's really genorous. the other is the one where they r "pigs", they are sickos with a big shell covering them. those who r genorous just gives out or
tell u anything about the design world.they just give u all teh brochures they have. but, those pigs-inside a big shell will try any way to shoo u off...let's say by handing us few of the little mini notepads or even to give us their i'm-not-gonna-attend-to-u-so-leave-now face. ugh!!!! terribly sick people all around us!!! they clearly discriminates students. thinking we are leeches!!!sheesh!!
wanna know the other type?? this type is a racist!!! there's this bl**dy "chinese" man who keeps giving out brochures to all teh passers by but then he didn't give a damn when i passed. and i was like,hmm..mayb it's just my imagination. but wut teh heck??!!! when my friends passed him, he willingly gave them the brochures and bowed at them to enter the booth. note my word..BOWED!!!!! seriously, he's another sicko!!!! now i'm thinking, y didn't i ask him the brochure myself and if he declined, i would had put a fight with words.i'm sure he'll be speechless...URGHHH!!!!
see..even right now, i'm still offenced wit the way that "man" treated me. i think, it's really unfair. i think, how am i going to work here??
u see, i'll be having my practical training end of this year. i'm worried about that as well. coz i know i'll have problem finding a company. and yeah, another truth i learnt as well is...one need to be connected with other designers, know them as well..coz people like that will surely "help"...
darn cruel people..hate them all...
also need to learn chinese in order to survive. i'm speaking my mind out just because of the one terrible experience ihad at the recent designers exhibition i attended at the PWTC. it's a combination for interiors and architectures. those people in charge of their designated booth's can b classified into two. one who's really genorous. the other is the one where they r "pigs", they are sickos with a big shell covering them. those who r genorous just gives out or
tell u anything about the design world.they just give u all teh brochures they have. but, those pigs-inside a big shell will try any way to shoo u off...let's say by handing us few of the little mini notepads or even to give us their i'm-not-gonna-attend-to-u-so-leave-now face. ugh!!!! terribly sick people all around us!!! they clearly discriminates students. thinking we are leeches!!!sheesh!!
wanna know the other type?? this type is a racist!!! there's this bl**dy "chinese" man who keeps giving out brochures to all teh passers by but then he didn't give a damn when i passed. and i was like,hmm..mayb it's just my imagination. but wut teh heck??!!! when my friends passed him, he willingly gave them the brochures and bowed at them to enter the booth. note my word..BOWED!!!!! seriously, he's another sicko!!!! now i'm thinking, y didn't i ask him the brochure myself and if he declined, i would had put a fight with words.i'm sure he'll be speechless...URGHHH!!!!
see..even right now, i'm still offenced wit the way that "man" treated me. i think, it's really unfair. i think, how am i going to work here??
u see, i'll be having my practical training end of this year. i'm worried about that as well. coz i know i'll have problem finding a company. and yeah, another truth i learnt as well is...one need to be connected with other designers, know them as well..coz people like that will surely "help"...
darn cruel people..hate them all...
Sunday, October 23, 2005
hello..hello..it's been a while since i dropped by here...
been busy. besides, there was no inspiration to blog. :P
i was busy, rght?? well, it's all because of the competition we are required to enter.
it's the competiton to decorate Berjaya Times Square with all four main celebration: HAri Raya, CNY, X-MAS and DIWALI. and it's a group work.and no doubt, since i'm the only indian existing in that class...i'm decorating Times Square into an Indian's place. i'm doing Deepavali with FIshy(sook yee). i tell u what... in malaysia, this festival's decoration is very rare to b found..almost la.i'm not saying there's none..
so it's quite hard to present the task. besides everybody's thinking that indians have a VERY VERY bad taste in decoration. there's a friend of mine saying that Indian's preference when it comes to colour is hideous. i couldn't agree more. but then there ARE some of their colours or even their traditions reflects a sense of beauty. let's say..uhm...some of their richly woven sarees(those which is in red with golden borders). then, their traditional "kolam" or "rangoli"(it's those patterns made on floor with coloured rice"...then their symbolic peacock feathers and their earthen lamps alligned on the stairs. that's too name few...
did i drift away from the topic??? anyhow...wut i'm trying to say is that traditons are uncovered...so don't judge baselessly. i'm saying this to myself too..but i'm not defending indians either. :D
so, the presentaton is tomorrow...i(we) did what we can afford to do. but mayb the ideas aren't so outstanding...so in case i we lose...does thatt concluded that i'm a loser???ya..after all i am brought up in an indian's world..just recently taht i'm drifting apart...
anyhow...i wish for the best...coz i think the whole group did a fantastic and a hardwork on this project...so i think our sweat should be paid...
been busy. besides, there was no inspiration to blog. :P
i was busy, rght?? well, it's all because of the competition we are required to enter.
it's the competiton to decorate Berjaya Times Square with all four main celebration: HAri Raya, CNY, X-MAS and DIWALI. and it's a group work.and no doubt, since i'm the only indian existing in that class...i'm decorating Times Square into an Indian's place. i'm doing Deepavali with FIshy(sook yee). i tell u what... in malaysia, this festival's decoration is very rare to b found..almost la.i'm not saying there's none..
so it's quite hard to present the task. besides everybody's thinking that indians have a VERY VERY bad taste in decoration. there's a friend of mine saying that Indian's preference when it comes to colour is hideous. i couldn't agree more. but then there ARE some of their colours or even their traditions reflects a sense of beauty. let's say..uhm...some of their richly woven sarees(those which is in red with golden borders). then, their traditional "kolam" or "rangoli"(it's those patterns made on floor with coloured rice"...then their symbolic peacock feathers and their earthen lamps alligned on the stairs. that's too name few...
did i drift away from the topic??? anyhow...wut i'm trying to say is that traditons are uncovered...so don't judge baselessly. i'm saying this to myself too..but i'm not defending indians either. :D
so, the presentaton is tomorrow...i(we) did what we can afford to do. but mayb the ideas aren't so outstanding...so in case i we lose...does thatt concluded that i'm a loser???ya..after all i am brought up in an indian's world..just recently taht i'm drifting apart...
anyhow...i wish for the best...coz i think the whole group did a fantastic and a hardwork on this project...so i think our sweat should be paid...
Friday, October 07, 2005
=D
i can't believe that a one week break can pass by just like that. it's just too fast. i believe i used it wisely. by sleeping, by dreaming, by forcing myself to complete my assignments, by learning few things, etc..but it's simply not enough.
the ramadan month is here. and deepavalli is around the corner too. and christmas too :P but when it's celebatin christmas..i guess i'll be doing my practical training. i wonder where will that be.
as for for another matter, mary u remember that u tag-o-matic-ed me...well i tried giving feedback but it seems like my answers are being influenced by yours...so i think its better to give myself some time and then to try again.
the ramadan month is here. and deepavalli is around the corner too. and christmas too :P but when it's celebatin christmas..i guess i'll be doing my practical training. i wonder where will that be.
as for for another matter, mary u remember that u tag-o-matic-ed me...well i tried giving feedback but it seems like my answers are being influenced by yours...so i think its better to give myself some time and then to try again.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
an aquatic adventure
29 August 2005. it was a day to remember….
*we= me, sook yee, teoh, cathryn, pui lin, debi and phylicia
8.30am_we* were attending ID studio class
around 12_I was having a nyummy delicious lunch of chicken chop rice with lemon +salad sauce+wedges + Chinese tea with the others
and soon_ we were all at KLCC’s Convention Centre with excite and also with the urge of discovering aquatic life!!! Yup “, we were at Aquaria, KLCC. The latest indoor aquarium in the city. The ticket was RM 20. and I’ll tell you what…it was so worth it for every cent. Well, mayb cause we were still very much like a little kid at heart and we were so amazed with everything we saw that we just couldn’t argue more about the price. Seriously speaking, it was a fun ride all the way. I don’t think any of us realized how far we have walked nor spent the time taking pictures. I don’t think we even realized when we were walking in rounds, making a pause everytime we saw something interesting or also when we stood at one place for long. Did u guys?? Hihihi…that exciting wasn’t it? Of course we were tired but that’s only after we made an almost complete round. But yet, we were still ok with the idea of making another round at the tunnel. Well, if I could, I wouldn’t leave the place. And yes, take note…. the famous word in science that we learnt during our schooling years totally apply here..and that’s….pembiasan(malay)…refraction in English, isn’t it?? I think so… well yeah…when you can see the big turtle from above the tank, the turtle is nowhere to be seen when you are near the tank and looking below the water level. It’s like a magic show or something =P hihihi…silly me…besides, the curved glass at the tunnel did the trick too. But well, nothing can break my enthusiasm to feel the nature at heart. And photographs are totally allowed…so here’s a recap of what I remember…note: though my captions are for real, the pictures may not.*ahem, thanks to mr.teoh(our cameraman) and others**...hahaha….that’s cause I want u guys to have the urge to visit the place again although the ticket price had been raised(merdeka is over!!)
*we= me, sook yee, teoh, cathryn, pui lin, debi and phylicia
8.30am_we* were attending ID studio class
around 12_I was having a nyummy delicious lunch of chicken chop rice with lemon +salad sauce+wedges + Chinese tea with the others
and soon_ we were all at KLCC’s Convention Centre with excite and also with the urge of discovering aquatic life!!! Yup “, we were at Aquaria, KLCC. The latest indoor aquarium in the city. The ticket was RM 20. and I’ll tell you what…it was so worth it for every cent. Well, mayb cause we were still very much like a little kid at heart and we were so amazed with everything we saw that we just couldn’t argue more about the price. Seriously speaking, it was a fun ride all the way. I don’t think any of us realized how far we have walked nor spent the time taking pictures. I don’t think we even realized when we were walking in rounds, making a pause everytime we saw something interesting or also when we stood at one place for long. Did u guys?? Hihihi…that exciting wasn’t it? Of course we were tired but that’s only after we made an almost complete round. But yet, we were still ok with the idea of making another round at the tunnel. Well, if I could, I wouldn’t leave the place. And yes, take note…. the famous word in science that we learnt during our schooling years totally apply here..and that’s….pembiasan(malay)…refraction in English, isn’t it?? I think so… well yeah…when you can see the big turtle from above the tank, the turtle is nowhere to be seen when you are near the tank and looking below the water level. It’s like a magic show or something =P hihihi…silly me…besides, the curved glass at the tunnel did the trick too. But well, nothing can break my enthusiasm to feel the nature at heart. And photographs are totally allowed…so here’s a recap of what I remember…note: though my captions are for real, the pictures may not.*ahem, thanks to mr.teoh(our cameraman) and others**...hahaha….that’s cause I want u guys to have the urge to visit the place again although the ticket price had been raised(merdeka is over!!)
this is the first tank of fish that greeted us. Well, what I remember about this fish is that it can reach till 150cm. So it was wrote there. Well yes I saw few fishes that were long�but 150cm is a WOW!!! All I know is that those fishes are trying to reach 150 but there�s none yet inside there�
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and this is a fish called..uhm..uhm..�grass-snake�[the name�s not4real]�it can climb tree and it�s very slim..yeah!that�s rght..u can check it out urself�it�s posing just nice!!well,what�s it doing in an aquarium world???�I�ve no idea myself!!! Mayb its part of the educational thing or etc�dun ask me..i�ve never liked snakes�although I think that some snakes are cute..like the one in this picture =D
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as for this picture�well., this is the tiniest frog I�ve ever seen,. I wonder if it had any history where its cousins were stepped by us humans when venturing out in the jungle. Coz, seriously u can�t be aware of its presence in that dark place.
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And this is mr. I- can-blend-with dead-leaves frog� =D I�m sure u�ve seen it in mags or even internet.
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And yes, one of the amazing sight�.the whirlpool of fishes which circulates inside a large glass tube. Check it out�.the fishes varies in shape. Totally amazing. It�s under the area called �Malaysian forest��
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This is supposed to be the big tortoise(at the darkest side) I wrote earlier but since its really deep down�I dun think we get to capture that.
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Hihhi..meet the friendly ray. Hihhi.seriously I dunno wut it�s trying to do but it keeps reaching the water�s edge and to me it looks like it� trying to jump out of its designated space and ......to us....(ROTFL)
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and that's us....the black fish further back is me.and there's orange fish as well, and pink and green and light pink and fuchsia...WUTEVER!!!
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and THIS..well, here's one of the hero who takes care of the aquarium. and he takes care by brushing the corals wit toothbrush...hihihi...mark my words n check out urself...
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the favourable creature of all..."nemo" although it's real name is clownfish. hihihi..of course u know y.....
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
klcc convention centre_design forum_ken shuttleworth(architect,etc)_ID sem4 students
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