[+ 100]

AND SO....i've received my much-awaited salary and signed up my confirmation. the number raised was merely a hundred and I still find it difficult to reach these digits... "1000". i mean, who the heck is still earning 900 per month? it got to be this silly girl. so, in the end, my hardwork is just a worth of RM 1oo? it's weird, one moment, i'm just so happy here and the next moment, i'm disappointed. and yet, i don't want to leave this company. complicating ,eh?

anyhow, that 100 does make a difference in my life. thank you very much.

now,now, where can i begin spending? :D care for a treat, my dear hasn't-gotten-a -rest-in-6months sister??


p/s: Mary, japan fund ain't enough yet....

Number and food...

event of today:
i feasted on chicken porridge till i scalded my fragile tongue.

Anyhow, my previous Saturday was at the office, my second home. Out of sudden, The Boss came in. He was surprised with my presence as well. We both laughed it off when I said that he need not worry about paying me for that day and I am there voluntarily. Moments later, he came back to my desk and "declared" that he will be raising up my salary. I, pretending to be cool, tried making it clear with him that my confirmation comes only in May. He, in return, said that it's nothing and I deserve it. After all, I work hard and good. So, he asked me whether I'm happy with the news. All I am saying is that I couldn't be happier.

event on the Saturday:
during that unfaithful timing, i had "mee goreng" at the nearby mamak restaurant, not a stall. I've LIKED it till I found myself facing the head and the upper body of a fly. They didn't charge me on that but i ended up vomiting all of it back in office. Imagine if I had eaten the lower part of the body before that. That's enough to make me vomit.

Workaholic, I ain't not but won't mind being one.... :D

as for the career I am involved with right now, I am feeling more and more comfortable with it. In fact, I enjoy doing it. Of course, I do have my downs. Like, I am slow catcher and am always inside the pool of blur-ness whenever i had to knock some logic sense into the space i am drawing. Although my boss design the space, i had to use logic when i apply the design. That was when my boss told me that I am like a ball who needs to be kicked from time to time. He said it in a joking way and it WAS funny till ...Bang!! It shattered my tiny heart. I don't deny his words. But that made me doubt myself. But right now, I still find it inspiring to work for him. With the ugly sides that all bosses has, my boss inspires me when he designs and delivers his knowledge.

My college friends said that I should quit and find a job elsewhere(my pay is their main "Question"). I say, although 800 a month wont let me improve my financial status, i have nothing to lose for this time being. I feel happy to be able to work here and also to handle a small project by myself. Ok, so I didn't do the design but at least I had the opportunity to apply my boss' design to the whole space and also to construct. and now there's one project(at Lone Pine Penang, a gaming hall) that has been completed. and another(at Cititel, a foot spa) on it's way. Anyhow, i am terrible at designing and my 3D skills are at a drowning stage. But back to the starting point, I am in love what I am doing. And with a few more exciting projects waiting in the company, I wouldn't mind staying longer at TE Draftech. My colleagues, ooh...they are just fun. couldn't be in a better environment than this. and with the recent 1mbs streamyx connection installed with my own network connection plus my boss constantly flying overseas, it couldn't be any better.

p/s: with my less than 1K pay, i finally registered myself to learn driving. My first law related lecturer is on 15 April 2007. and AT LAST, i can cross this from my to-do list. It has been a longgg wait. Phew! pHEw!!

In the end,it doesn't really matter....

In the end, I came to realize that everybody need to have their own time and that's the main priority. I have been invited for an outing for numerous time. But i kept saying sorry to my friends and explained that I couldn't meet them out. And that my time is limited and would love to fill it up by being with my 5+ month old nephew and the family. But little did I know that the same thing would happen to me as well. My sister's time is so limited and for the past 5+ months, her life has been hectic as well. Her baby and family, her job, her in-laws, my family and her new home. And so she is saying sorry to me that she couldn't fill me up in her weekends "schedule". And when it comes to my dear brother, it's going to be the same story as well when he leaves soon to some other place for work.So, i came to realize that I must have my own life too because in the end everybody has theirs and they lead their own way. Meanwhile, I've got to grow up and to not cling on anybody nor being emotional about it.

In the time being, I can't stop drooling over my little "monkey boy" nephew, Shivendhra Sheelan and couldn't be more happier for my sister and my brother in law. Love you all