hmmmm...i might b worried after all!

well, the build.con presentation went quite well!it wasn't even a presentation!just a-little-while observation done by my lecturer and if i huv everything required u can huv a full mark!and i got 9 out of 10!but that's totally nothing coz it's just a 20% mark!
and now..i'm worried...i'm worried about my id assignment...the three perspective drawings..well,they r tougher than i thought it was!haih!!!!!!!!
and then there's still the essay to be done.
and notes to be read for three other subjects-for my exam!
frankly saying...i'm just waiting to get it all done...and i'm gonna watch constantine then(eventough some ppl say it isn't nice!-i dun care!keanu reeves is worth spending money for :)!i will...so anyone care to join me?
but for now...i should concentrate on my assigments n exam!
u know..i toally think that its all my fault...i'm still not disciplined!mayb i should b like mary-hermitizing(r u still,mary?)...ha..that i'll do after my second sem ends...(yeah right..if only,loshini)!so wut can i actually do to make myself disciplined?everytime when i remind myself ...oh,i'll finish this work by today..i'll just end up delaying it again! everytime!it's like history repeating itself...all the time....then when due date comes..i'll be staying up late or dun even sleep the whole night in order to finish my assignments!it's a nightmare actually!but yet i didn't learn anything coz i'm STILL DOING THE SAME THING!so i'm annoyed at myself!

i'm not worried!

my second sem is going to! the number of assignments given had stopped but the duration of completing them is: forever!haha!but...i'm just happy with the way things are..that's including the number of assignments, my studies, everything.i feel calm n relaxed,not tensed!
hmmm...but mayb i am at times when it comes to theory exams(i suck at that) and also when it comes to writing this 2500words-long essay that is due on next friday!the subject is:history of art!the topic is interesting: church,cathedral!and my essay should be about this famous church which is situated in the heart of kuala lumpur(says my lecturer,Mr.Leslie!): HOLY ROSARY church.its a gothic-styled church,if u didn't know!visited there twice in a row(visited coz my dear lecturer wants us to feel the atmosphere!and that was my first ever experience inside a church!wut did i feeL?hmmm...i'll talk about that matter when i write about the church in whole(coming soon with pictures,i hope so!)
so the problem with the essay is...2500words...and its shouldn't be merely descriptions of the church but something deep within!so there's lots of thinking to do!haih*sulk*!
and for my interior design subject...well i have three perspective drawings to be done!good luck to me!
as for tomorrow,i have a presentation for building conditions&material studies subject...and i huv to do draw out(sketch) everything by tonight(i have around 8 A4 papers to do so!) and i actually have to start everything from the beginning.but i'm not worried!because i know what i'm supposed to do!coz i just had a brief discussion with my dear friend,Yee Teng(who was here just now,at my house!) and we worked things out! sometimes having good,cooperative friends help!you can discuss and help each other out!and that's what i see in her!and i'm glad to be her friend!

testing1,2,3, again. : )

:)since i'm still new in this whole blog thing...this test is too...hmmm......test actually!and i realize that blogging is actually fun!


btw, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all my dear friends!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my dear friends!*wherever u r in the world*

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!*cluck*cluck*cluck*-does that sound like a chicken clucking? :)

oh yeah...have a wonderful celebration my dear friends....
here's a list bearing all of my wonderful friends who celebrates chinese new year!i just want to wish them through here(cyber world) FOR FUN!

my since-primary-school friends: AI LENG n FAYE LIEW(though she celebrates christmas but hey !it's malaysia...u can just wish anyone u want! :)

my since-primary-secondary-school friend: YAP POH MEI(i know she lacks when it comes to internet and stuffs n i bet she never read my blog but hey this cny shout out is especially for her!although she celebrates christmas too! :)

my met-her-when-i'm-fm2-but-is-now-so-far-away-from-here-but-still-nearby-Hollywood friend: MARY LIM JIA LING(oh heck!she celebrates christmas too!)

my met-her-when-i'm-in-form-four friend: WONG HUI LING(the dog-phobia girl)

and not to forget my dear college friends...those that i bounded well in this short period. they shall always remain in a special place in my heart.
AI TENG: cute and chubby, cute and friendly..that's ai tinggggg!HAPPY CNY!
JOANNE: a girl with a christian nickname but celebrates chinese new year!hahaha...i won't be seeing her on valentine's day!sigh!
SEAN: who celebrates christmas as well as cny!i bet he's already far away from here...he must be somewhere near beckham's place!hahaha!is it true?
WEI REN: as shy as he is,u'll never fail to smile when u see him smile! gong xi fatt choy!
can i come to ur house, eh?:)
MELVIN: mr.macho guy!hahaha!happy chinese new year la friend!he's very friendly too!
SOOK YEE, TEOH and whoever is in my interior design class or was in 1red last sem: HAppy cny to all of these guys. *i don't think so they'll get this msg!but hey, i've got nothing to lose so y not just wish them too!

and not to forget this blog-friend that i met through mary: YINGKS---HAPPY CNY!!

have a wonderful year ahead!and wish u all the luck there are in this world!ciao!!!!

hmmmm.....

since i started college,i had 3 i'll-rmmber-this-for-long-while encounters where my friends said something about my "skin colour"!
*first of all u should know that i am brought up as an indian girl and i have dark skin!*
so back to my stories;

1st encounter:there's this girl who tried explaining me as a black skinned person whenever she tried to compare/describe my "skin colour". black skinned...?!?!?!?!black skinned??????well tell me if i'm taking this seriously....but hey!black skinned?where in the world did that term come from?so she's white skinned and has albino? (*i didn't mean to insult anyone it's just that i just don't get it: is it that she's not aware of wut she's saying?or....?i mean...that shouldn't even be an issue to talk about!)
*these two incidents happened recently when we were making plans to bukit bintang and also when we were having fun there and discovering stuffs!

2nd encounter: when we were planning to go to bukit bintang(that last saturday), all my friends decided to wear black t-shirt and so they asked me to wear the same!so while we were talking about it,this other girlfriend of mine started saying that i can even go there without wearing anything and i'll still blend among the group!whether she said that as a joke or not or even if i see myself as an open-minded girl, i'm insulted!but yet i let that matter go!i consoled myself by thinking that she's not aware of wut she's saying!
ok!OKKK! wut the heck? i'm a girl with "skin so-black" till i can give impressions to others that i'm ACTUALLY wearing a black t-shirt eventhough i'm not!ha...got that?now who would huv thought about that?thanks for the "idea",friend!now i dun huv to think much about wut to wear anymore! ;/

3rd encounter: after we finished eating in the restaurant, my friends started taking pictures and so this good guy friend of mine said "hey,make sure there's flash light when u r capturing pictures otherwise u can't see loshini!"..and i was thinking--hey,where did that come from?----do u see where is all these leading to?i mean i know its a joke!but there isn't anything else to joke about?and so i can joke about like this too "hey,u do better turn out the flash unless u want to see yourself as a ghost in the pictures?" but the thing is, i never thought about all those crap coz i JUST don't see any humour(or wutever they call it) in that kinda jokes!!! lame & pathetic jokes;i'll say! ;/

tell me... am i being paranoid in this matter????am i taking this seriously? u c there's no hard feeling when i was treated like that...i totally forgot about "the matter" the moment we started walking here n there in the shopping mall...but of course i was processing the whole thing!wut?is it a joke to see a "black-skinned"people????or do they think that being fair skinned is better?

WHAT'S WITH THE COLOUR,man?????

so tell me, am i being so so so sensitive here or am i narrow minded???
p/s: i didn't mean to insult anyone here!i'm just saying my thoughts on this crap issue!and so...........PEACE,friends!!!! :) :) :)
and if i ever said/joked anything about this colour thing(i probably dun think i've done it!) to anyone, i take back my words ok?....PEACEand but if i make fun about it on my own...well...its a different matter isnt it?hahaha!:)......PEACE!!! >_<

p/s:and of course thanks to all my shy friends, busy friends, and dun even bother-to-check-out-my-blog friends...thanks for being so loyal to me!-----PEACE!!!!!(sorry, i'm just in one of my mood!)

events on that saturday!

ho!ho!ho! :0 (hihi,i know its not christmas! :)
today was the day where i visited the malay house-RUMAH PENGHULU ABU SEMAN. rmmber that i didn't know the place at first?well it turns out that i've used that way lot's of time and silly me didn't know about it!and u know wut? i also realize that i actually know not much about places in kl...its like eventhough i've been living in kl for almost 19years, i am like a "katak di bawah tempurung"....hmmm,but not that i dunno the places at all :), its just that my knowledge on directions, where its situated, how to get to places and etc is very little! to tell the truth, i started discovering my sense of directions only after i started my college(MALAYSIAN INSTITUTE of ARTS-MIA which is in tmn melawati).TRUE!i took buses to MIA, and through that i knew lot's of places.so when it comes to that knowledge part,i seriously won't complain about having to go through a-damn-two-hours bus journey to college :)!YUP COZ i know "stuffs"-hahaha! and hmmm..do u think i'll learn more if i'm given a chance to get my licence???? haha...wutever the answer might be...i really WISH that i can get my license!
p/s: ha,i didn't tell ya how i got to the site..well ;) a lovely friend of mind, YEE TENG gave me a ride there!so...THANK YOU,friend!plus she also gives me ride back home from MIA sometimes...so there's another THANK U again!

so now back to my site visit story.it was ok la! but i didn't like that malay house much besides its smart ventilation designs. in fact,i dun like any of those historical sites AT ALL!its scary!u know,that house has been surviving since around 1930s(the BDN WARISAN shifted the house from kedah to kl)...so imagine..i walked on the same ground where this abu seman-penghulu and his four wives*note that-4wives!* walked before!weird or scary?i think its both!but one thing la i think that those ppl were smart.u know why?ok first of all..do u know y are malay houses tilted higher from the ground?its actually to prevent animals,flood -from tsunami maybe*chuckles*(most houses are near rivers actually to make cooking and peeing easier) and also to create a good ventilation(a space on a higher ground obviously will experience a windier environmnt-imagine genting highlands).yup besides that large/full wall length window openings are also for good ventilation,and hanging roofs are for sunshading/bringing a cooler envirnmnt!but basically its all about bringing cool air into the house but STILL.. they've actually thought about all these!rn't u impressed?well i am!

so after the visit, we wandered around!YAAA..since that site is near to klcc and also bukit bintang!but we lepak'ed(haha) at bukit bintang lor!we mean SEAN, TEOH, SOOK YEE, PUI LIN, FANG CHIN, KAH HEE, and ERIC!ha..they r my friends in college...some that i just knew this(2nd) sem!but funny...i still dun't know some's full name or even know how to spell their nickname!hihihi...sorry!i'll learn those as soon as my college starts (haha-oh yeah...holiday's started-so that's one week of no classes for me!hooray!)...and we all pretty much enjoyed ourselves there!walking here and there!dropping by this shop and there!and we had lunch at this restaurant called u-village and i ordered for a bowl of prawn wanton mee soup and hong kong chinese tea(cold)...well the dish was nice and nyummy and totally filled my hungry and empty stomach but today i'm down with rashes...i think the pork did the work!pork and my body doesnt go along!haha!true u know!this happened before!
wah,i'm tired of typing already!i'll just stop. FULLSTOP!!!

testing 1,2,3.

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson

"Fall, with you I fall so fast I can hardly catch my breath I hope it lasts" In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

well, i tried the quiz(what 2004 hit song are you?) and that was the result...that ashlee simpson song....and they also said that i fell in love! :)
and so lets hope it lasts!for this i'll say....--wutever!!!
p/s: i hate that song anyway!not my type!

yippie!

HOORAY!holiday had begun-forget about the two more days of classes,ok?actually there's only one day left-for tomorrow and that's till 730pm.the other day-saturday..well..we have a site visit-at BADAN WARISAN!its in ampang,somewhere near hotel nikko and ampang park putra station but i seriously dunno where is that site exactly situated!anybody wants to give me direction or a ride?hahaha!feel free to do so!:) that site visit is to expose us closer about malay houses.its construction.its environment.and stuffs.so i guess that should be fun!well i'll just wait and see then!
ha..as for this whole week..it turned out well.quite well actually.here's the two top reason:
1.my concept for the vacation house(my ID project) was accepted and i'm happy to know that i DO have ideas!well let's hope that i'll be able to apply my concept: METAMORPHOSIS(BUTTERFLY) into my vacation house and design an EXACT vacation house which
can hold a couple in there. wish me luck! :)
2.i got lots of :).lot's of it and i believe that i couldn't be any happier.what's with a smile u must be thinking!well you'll be happy if u r in my situation too!that i'm very SURE!!! :) :) :) :) (my lips are already streched to the max just by thinking about it...so guess how influential that smile can be?AND*take note*..it wasn't just a smile too :) extra stuffs was added along:there was a call.and wut's with a call?..well it shows that i DO come across "the mind".haha..get it? well hope that u do!

you see there's a reason for everything and the reason i'm writing some thoughts here with hidden meanings is because i fear that some matters can be revealed.it's good in a way but it's also bad!but for now i prefer to think about the bad side!SO..sorry if some thoughts of mine are not understandable(did i got the word rght?) :) coz id'd rather stay out of trouble!