hmmmm.....

since i started college,i had 3 i'll-rmmber-this-for-long-while encounters where my friends said something about my "skin colour"!
*first of all u should know that i am brought up as an indian girl and i have dark skin!*
so back to my stories;

1st encounter:there's this girl who tried explaining me as a black skinned person whenever she tried to compare/describe my "skin colour". black skinned...?!?!?!?!black skinned??????well tell me if i'm taking this seriously....but hey!black skinned?where in the world did that term come from?so she's white skinned and has albino? (*i didn't mean to insult anyone it's just that i just don't get it: is it that she's not aware of wut she's saying?or....?i mean...that shouldn't even be an issue to talk about!)
*these two incidents happened recently when we were making plans to bukit bintang and also when we were having fun there and discovering stuffs!

2nd encounter: when we were planning to go to bukit bintang(that last saturday), all my friends decided to wear black t-shirt and so they asked me to wear the same!so while we were talking about it,this other girlfriend of mine started saying that i can even go there without wearing anything and i'll still blend among the group!whether she said that as a joke or not or even if i see myself as an open-minded girl, i'm insulted!but yet i let that matter go!i consoled myself by thinking that she's not aware of wut she's saying!
ok!OKKK! wut the heck? i'm a girl with "skin so-black" till i can give impressions to others that i'm ACTUALLY wearing a black t-shirt eventhough i'm not!ha...got that?now who would huv thought about that?thanks for the "idea",friend!now i dun huv to think much about wut to wear anymore! ;/

3rd encounter: after we finished eating in the restaurant, my friends started taking pictures and so this good guy friend of mine said "hey,make sure there's flash light when u r capturing pictures otherwise u can't see loshini!"..and i was thinking--hey,where did that come from?----do u see where is all these leading to?i mean i know its a joke!but there isn't anything else to joke about?and so i can joke about like this too "hey,u do better turn out the flash unless u want to see yourself as a ghost in the pictures?" but the thing is, i never thought about all those crap coz i JUST don't see any humour(or wutever they call it) in that kinda jokes!!! lame & pathetic jokes;i'll say! ;/

tell me... am i being paranoid in this matter????am i taking this seriously? u c there's no hard feeling when i was treated like that...i totally forgot about "the matter" the moment we started walking here n there in the shopping mall...but of course i was processing the whole thing!wut?is it a joke to see a "black-skinned"people????or do they think that being fair skinned is better?

WHAT'S WITH THE COLOUR,man?????

so tell me, am i being so so so sensitive here or am i narrow minded???
p/s: i didn't mean to insult anyone here!i'm just saying my thoughts on this crap issue!and so...........PEACE,friends!!!! :) :) :)
and if i ever said/joked anything about this colour thing(i probably dun think i've done it!) to anyone, i take back my words ok?....PEACEand but if i make fun about it on my own...well...its a different matter isnt it?hahaha!:)......PEACE!!! >_<

p/s:and of course thanks to all my shy friends, busy friends, and dun even bother-to-check-out-my-blog friends...thanks for being so loyal to me!-----PEACE!!!!!(sorry, i'm just in one of my mood!)