i don't know why but out of sudden there's simply nothing to blog about anymore....
as if i'm lost....
as if my life is plain dull....
or maybe i'm just too lazy to use my almost-rusty brain....
or maybe i rather do something else than spending time on typing my heart out...
like what i'm doing right now...aiks....
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Saturday, June 17, 2006
what do i want to be??
Throughout my training period for three months at a design consultant company, that is when I realized my standards of being an interior designer (trainee). Although I am just a trainee, the pressure of trying to do the best has always been there but truthfully, it was still not the best.
During the training period, I was exposed to the real working world that made me decide that throughout a period of time, I need to be a better designer. In order to achieve that, I want to be a learner. I want to know/learn more about designing, more on construction drawings, more on CAD skills, more about the aesthetic values, more on documentation and more on anything that can make me progress in the term of a designer.
When I see myself in the coming years, I want to be someone who is able to handle a project, to be able to design for the company, to be able to teach other designers, to be able to impress certain parties and to be able to form a constructive portfolio of my own.
I want to be experienced, exposed and, of course, independent.
I rather set a smaller goal now before heading for bigger one because who knows where the tide might take. I believe in being a learner first because I am sure that I still have not gained much confidence in this field to rule the world of my life.
During the training period, I was exposed to the real working world that made me decide that throughout a period of time, I need to be a better designer. In order to achieve that, I want to be a learner. I want to know/learn more about designing, more on construction drawings, more on CAD skills, more about the aesthetic values, more on documentation and more on anything that can make me progress in the term of a designer.
When I see myself in the coming years, I want to be someone who is able to handle a project, to be able to design for the company, to be able to teach other designers, to be able to impress certain parties and to be able to form a constructive portfolio of my own.
I want to be experienced, exposed and, of course, independent.
I rather set a smaller goal now before heading for bigger one because who knows where the tide might take. I believe in being a learner first because I am sure that I still have not gained much confidence in this field to rule the world of my life.
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