*blink*blink*sob*sob*sob

well, wut can i say?!??!! a very close friend of mine is shifting to a new house! manoghowrii's her name. and she lives like just a 10minutes walkaway. and she's shifting. wahhhhhh!tsk!tsk! nt his house she's moving in..is..is.. so far away..in shah alam.....tsk!tsK! and i can't be walkin there!!!???!!! it'll b crazy! and 2bad that i can't drive! tsk!tsk! sob!sob! besides she's studying in cyberjaya! tsk!tsk! uekkkkk!!!!! haih! to make matter worse, hui ling will be mayb next year too, and poh mei and my sister too! and i'll b all alone..nobody around! lonely, i'm miss lonely, i have nobody, i'm all on my own! sob*sob*

primary school. standard two. i'm far on the right. ai leng's in front me(sitting). faye's third from the left(first standing row). poh mei's sixth from the left(in the same row as me n faye).
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it's all about the feeling......

They were together in the House.

Just the two of them. It was a cold, dark, stormy night. The storm had
come quickly and each time the thunder boomed he watched her jump.

She looked across the room and admired his strong appearance...and
wished that he would take her in his arms, comfort her and protect her
from the storm. She wanted that...more than anything.

Suddenly, with a pop, the power went out... she screamed...he raced to
the sofa where she was cowering.

He didn't hesitate to pull her into his arms. He knew this was a
forbidden union and expected her to pull back.

He was surprised when she didn't resist but instead clung to him.

The storm raged on...as did their growing passion and there came a
moment when each knew that they had to be together.

p/s: as wild as it sound, it's also something passionate...

haih....

haih..class starts again tomorrow. i dunno y but i don't really feel good about that. dunno y....
i'm sad coz holidays over. i'm afraid and also guilty that i still have undone work. but then when is there done homework? i'm afraid of the tasks that will be a given after having a terrible assessment before this holiday. oh, that one was a nightmare! seriously! n i still huv dreams about it. if it's not directly related , than it's indirectly related! it's scary. but then i know it's my fault. my lack of self-discipline. the funny thing is that I realize this flaw but yet i do nothing to improve. and i'll be thinking y need to spoil my holiday with college stuffs. i need a break. n time goes and taa daa..college starts and taa daa...i'm down... some manufacturing defect deep inside me... haih....
if only life would b just entertainment and friends....
and people will b thinking that i'm talking silly.....
haih.......

a flashback to the past

u know, sometimes it's just lovely to have friends around. especially those who r dear to heart. no matter childhood, primary/secondary school or college friends...they just make life better.

like today, i just caught up with my primary school friends: faye liew and ai leng. and of course poh mei's in the picture. well, poh mei is also a primary school friend but its just that we've been closer ever since we were in the same class in form 4.yes!she's also my secondary school friend ;) hahaha.....

and so we were eating in McD (poh mei n i had grilled chicken foldover!nyummy..it's just that the portion is quite big..) and catching up with each other's life and laughing and teasing away and...u know...just having fun. it's so funny to learn that we actually did stuffs that i NOW consider really childish but yet so funny and worth making good memories. and of course little something that happened to us.
-like having little fights and crying coz of that(faye doesn't rmmber making me cry....sheesh!),
-writing biodatas and jotting down who's ur best friend, and who's ur enemy(can u belive that?),
-making plans to set up a restaurant with the name "dash yonkuro-it's a famous car racing cartoon"
-making copies of the cartoon drawn by us and to sell to the others so that we can make up to the amount of the money that was stolen by-dunno-who from the class treasurer which was Faye.haha!hmm..but i dun rmmber whether it worked out...
-of course,who can forget the well known game... "catching-catching" :P running through the school, disappearing here n there, fooling ur friends...haih....wut a life... :)
-and yes..being scolded by the discipline teacher...for no reason...no!there is a reason...she has nothing else to do, that's y...and so she picks on students.i rmmber her scolding me coz the class was noisy and the teacher wasn't there yet. n i was the monitor(too bad for me...).and so she picked on me...darn....- yeah,n that is no sweet memory...
-poh mei who picks on people, ai leng who has this bluish green tupperware cover and her must-have-fishball-after-my-breakfast routine, faye with her tough, cool look..and me...well...uhm..gulp...uhm,wut to say? :)
-my-mom-made nasi lemaks that we had together
-the spooky stories like "nenek kebayan" in the class...uhm..was it outside the class???!!
and also ball jumping all of a sudden on the roof...eeeekkk...spooky but now that i think about it,it's just so doesn't make sense
-yeah, playing "teng-teng" after the school ends. drawing out the boxes on the sand and just jumping all the way..carefree... batu seremban...and all sorts of games there r...
-catching tadpoles with the cup used to come out from the frizzy drink machine
-oh yeah, there was also the trip to melaka..just that i wasn't with them..coz i was in another class but yet we WERE headed to the same destinition... ;)

haih...those were the days. not that i want to turn back time but i JUST enjoy those days. having ur close buddies there.... having a blastin time together...growing up together... and somehow when time passed us by.... things changed. faye and ai leng in a diff school and so were poh mei and I. well we kept in contact but it's just like once-in-a-blue-moon kinda contact. we'll meet in primary school carnivals and that's it. but yet, there we were today in McD, talking to each other and just sharing a good laugh and glancing back/reminiscing on good memories. the bonding(s) emerged again. and all this just made me feel SO grateful to have friends like them. it's just amazing how we can still be sharing laughters/thoughts/or wutever even with the big gap that turned up. who would huv thought that after 12 years we would still b having lunch together? after 12years when each of us are growing up on our own ways and heading 4 our own directions? tell me i'm overeacting and i'll say that's a miracle. thank u God for letting me realize this...thanks for letting me have them as my friends. not only FAYE LIEW, AI LENG n POH MEI but also MARY LIM, MANOGHOWRII, HUI LING n FAIZA! wonderful friends they are :) :P :] ", ^^