Sunday, June 05, 2005

haih....

haih..class starts again tomorrow. i dunno y but i don't really feel good about that. dunno y....
i'm sad coz holidays over. i'm afraid and also guilty that i still have undone work. but then when is there done homework? i'm afraid of the tasks that will be a given after having a terrible assessment before this holiday. oh, that one was a nightmare! seriously! n i still huv dreams about it. if it's not directly related , than it's indirectly related! it's scary. but then i know it's my fault. my lack of self-discipline. the funny thing is that I realize this flaw but yet i do nothing to improve. and i'll be thinking y need to spoil my holiday with college stuffs. i need a break. n time goes and taa daa..college starts and taa daa...i'm down... some manufacturing defect deep inside me... haih....
if only life would b just entertainment and friends....
and people will b thinking that i'm talking silly.....
haih.......

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