GOSH!

Gosh!it's been a while...do people still blog? or they head directly to a social network to pour and note things outs which assures a direct feedback.

well, it's been a while.

and much has changed over time...

How to make it happen?

|Singapore Zoo: 040810 : Nikon D90: L.D.|

Career. Passion. Dream.

Here, Birdie Birdie!

After an evening shower; Istanbul, Turkey.


Why are they perched continously?
Where's the next flight?


On the other hand, shouldn't one have a brighter future after being tough in another land?

Lost Losh!

So......Here I am. Back Again.
so, where's the light?

| Rose Valley |

Visit Turkey 2010

A YEAR IN DUBAI

Scene: Uncompleted Burj al-Arab,People: Kurt,Losh, Ad, Hisyam, Nisha
Location: Dubai Mall, Date: 5 May 2009, Picture Courtesy: Ad's Nikon, Taken by: Saifulizan


I am someone with a heart that trembles to make a decision. That's why, at times, when my heart desires for soemthing, I'll just do it. In the end, I'll be figuring out why I did that. That's a point.

Now, it's going to be a year in Dubai come 21st July 2009. I work better now. Productive. Confident. Gained knowledge. Experienced. The co. has it's own freaking issues but all that matters is that I have never stopped learning. A year ago was beginning and this is the journey. My journey when I am just 23. That's an impact, you know. On myself. What is to become after this contract ends? I am undecided. Studying further? Work elsewhere but Malaysia? Live life in Malaysia, again? The third option will be the hardest to commit. Not that I don't love Malaysia nor that I don't miss my family and friends. When you have started a life like this,it's hard to get back to a mediocre life. Just a problem. I need a financial adviser. I don't know where my freaking money is being flushed! See, that's another point to count.

My third point...People say people get lonely when they are living far away from family and such. People get desperate. Wait...wait....that's a general description and it's not that I am in a situation as such. But pointing to a point, it is not so bad to actually have someone that will care for you. I have never been in a relationship, that's right, and of course, I am straight...haha. I've got my crushes and adorations on guys. Turns out that either it's only from me or the guy is not exactly who I will be caring for.
Dubai Encounters:
It's always been the best to start a relationship with a friend of yours rather than a stranger. A stranger is a risk. A friend is for somethign that is more real. The emotions are believable. So, I kid you not when I am about to say that I have found a person that I can just imagine myself caring for him and to let him touch my hands. What is so devastating is that this emotions ONLY evolved when he announced that he is getting married. We are friends checking out/caring on each other and chatting out all the way. My guards were ON; alerting on he's not available and that he is getting married. BAM BAM n BOOM...before I knew it, I was on my knees and I realized that this is a guy that is so worth it that I might give converting into a religion a thought.But I only wanted a decision of his own and he is OFFICIALLY a married man today. And I have a policy of "anti-wrecking-unavailable ppl's-life". So, there you go...another chapter closed. I can move on, that's right, but I won't deny that it did break my heart. It's a miss and that's a chapter soo dear to my heart. So, imagine people in a 5-7 years of relationship and it's been put to a stop in blink of an eye. Dem!!!! And even worse when it comes to people who is married and treatening each other to lose the bond.... ;(