it's been a while......

well, well... it has certainly been a while since i've blogged. yet, so much has changed since the last time i did so. it is because of the time consumped during "the changes" that prevented me from blogging. but then, what is there to blog?

and then, it came to this day, on a faithful friday, where i took the time to go online and have the PC all by myself ( my computer savvy brother is back, that's wut! :P). and then, cleaning up my Friendster account(Urgh! imagine all the junks i have posted there. That was so vain of me!!!).and now, here i am.

so, what has changed or happened?
1) i have finished my diploma in interior design(oct 2006)

2) my pretty sister gave birth to a very adorable baby boy_hopefully my sister will allow me to post his picture.afterall, the baby is a courtesy of hers.(oct 19, 06)

3) my my-world-is-black brother came back home with few habits along(the worst is the one where he holds this stupid stick between his fingers and puffs at it from time to time)

i'll say that i don't know how much of a damage or what's so wrong about a cigarette but the very much idea of it is so wrong. and just tell me about the burning smell!!!

4) i have officialy started working at my previous practical training company. and although i chose the path, it has been a very difficult ride for me. as i am still figuring my standing point. people assume that since i've got my diploma, i am lavished with everything about ID. what makes me ashamed is that I actually don't know anything about it. and then, what the heck was i doing at that college? seriously, i have no idea. the college was just a waste of time. that was just the basic. and paying rm 32 000 for the course is just NOT worth it. but it's done. and i
have been working for almost two months.I believe that I am getting the hang of it.

A goal is what i need. that's what MAry said. and so did my brother. I think i found my goal. but whether this goal is going to be my determination point or just another dream of mine is another question to ponder. for the time being, i'll work my through at TE Draftech.

Despite the crisis that arised, i truly have to say that i am blessed with loving people all around me. although some might be far away, some might be cold hearted, some might lose in touch but these are the people who makes me happy and feel grateful at the end of the day. these people are my family( no matter how screwed up it is), my college friends, my close friends(you know who u r), my seniors.

tough times, big changes, joyful addition and it's already year 2007. and i am going to be 21years old. so, where will i be next year? hihih...i'll be a great friend of baby Shivendhra. and i've got to get that driving license. i think it's a necessity.and then i've got to get a clear direction for my life.

so....that's all for now.

p/s: till i post baby's picture.... :P