poor Meeeee!!!!!!!!

and as i'm typing here, my other friends are actually in college rushing their drawings. yes, i've skipped class. once again. y?? well, for one.. i couldn't complete my drawing.and so in fear of that i decided t oskip th class. so y i couldn't complete my drawing??? that's coz nowadays my mind can't seem to be helping me to keep awake all night. i'm WEAK!!! my mind keeps calling me to sleep and at the same time guilt runs inside me. i tried sleeping fro two hours and then to wake up but nothing seems to be working. i do wake up but i end up sleeping on the table itself instead of doing my work. so...how on earth other people get to do their work is beyond my thinking. i never thought i'll have this kind of problem. it sounds silly. but then, there it is. making me skip classes. making me look weak. it's just damaging my image. giving bad impression on me. this friend of mine called me today at around 12 noon asked me y i didnt go to class...and i was arguing that the class is only at 130 pm what, y asking me so early. and then to my surprise, he told me that the class starts at 11 lah....Y goodness, i felt like collapsing. HOW ON EARTH could i have missed tbe time???
i am really looking forward the deepavali-hari raya's one week long holiday. i know it sounds too much..but i need a break. i need to organize myself. i know i've been saying that for a very very long time. but...i need the change.
tonight, i, once again have to stay at fish(sook yee)'s house to do the case study. it's agroup work. and w gotta complete it for tomorrow. mayb if i'm with some company, at least i'll be able to stay awake.