cruel people....

in the world of designers..especially in malaysia...i think it's a world where it's hard to survive. it's either they are stingy( money s**ckers) or they are just racist. don't try to convince me that malaysiais a racist free country. i can see it clearly in the souls of chinese..so called malaysians. those people who thinks they are the best and none other can b better than them. that attitude is making my life harder.coz i'm worried on how i'll survive as an interior designer in malaysia upon graduating. they are also makingme believe that even if u speak terribly broken english...one can still survive and make lot's of money. and one
also need to learn chinese in order to survive. i'm speaking my mind out just because of the one terrible experience ihad at the recent designers exhibition i attended at the PWTC. it's a combination for interiors and architectures. those people in charge of their designated booth's can b classified into two. one who's really genorous. the other is the one where they r "pigs", they are sickos with a big shell covering them. those who r genorous just gives out or
tell u anything about the design world.they just give u all teh brochures they have. but, those pigs-inside a big shell will try any way to shoo u off...let's say by handing us few of the little mini notepads or even to give us their i'm-not-gonna-attend-to-u-so-leave-now face. ugh!!!! terribly sick people all around us!!! they clearly discriminates students. thinking we are leeches!!!sheesh!!
wanna know the other type?? this type is a racist!!! there's this bl**dy "chinese" man who keeps giving out brochures to all teh passers by but then he didn't give a damn when i passed. and i was like,hmm..mayb it's just my imagination. but wut teh heck??!!! when my friends passed him, he willingly gave them the brochures and bowed at them to enter the booth. note my word..BOWED!!!!! seriously, he's another sicko!!!! now i'm thinking, y didn't i ask him the brochure myself and if he declined, i would had put a fight with words.i'm sure he'll be speechless...URGHHH!!!!
see..even right now, i'm still offenced wit the way that "man" treated me. i think, it's really unfair. i think, how am i going to work here??
u see, i'll be having my practical training end of this year. i'm worried about that as well. coz i know i'll have problem finding a company. and yeah, another truth i learnt as well is...one need to be connected with other designers, know them as well..coz people like that will surely "help"...
darn cruel people..hate them all...